Everything is going to be okay, we all have a reason

2021.10.19 04:47 jjake132 Everything is going to be okay, we all have a reason

Everyone has something to live for and it’s crazy to think about life and everything that has happened to get us here. I love anyone reading this, if you want to talk about something let’s just talk in the comments, I am your friend :) just remember to find that light at the end of the tunnel, it may be dim, but it’s there, I promise, stay safe.
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2021.10.19 04:47 Green_Palpitation490 🔥FlokiX🔥 Just launch, one of the most potential moonshot rebase + cake rewards token out there, marketcap is still low and big buy coming in, they already have more than 5 influencers tweet and keep coming

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Rebase + Cake rewards🍰
Tokenomic
5% Cake Rewards
5% Marketing
4% added to Liquidity Fee
1% Ecosystem
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FUNCTIONALITY
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This will it will make an evergreen chart for bullish trend.
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🔥 LP LOCKED 2 YEAR
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2021.10.19 04:47 RepeatUntil_Death Wanted to share this with y'all

Was going through some old things, and came across the page of writing that my 15 year old self jotted down while I sat in the Children's Hospital waiting room waiting for my first ever dose of testosterone. So many things were being felt in that moment and I wanted to capture them. I was always drawn to words and language, and re-reading this I feel that I expressed myself in a way that still resonates with who I am today. I wanted to share it with you all in hopes that maybe it will resonate with one of you too :)

One hour.
One hour until there is testosterone in my body.
One hour until my medical transition, an experience that will take me my entire lifetime, begins.
The pain, the restlessness, the tears, the heartache, everything that cannot be measured with a clock compresses and folds into this next hour.
What if I could measure it?
How many hours did I spend crying over a body that could never feel like mine? How many hours did I spend in the mirror, trying to make myself look like my friends, look like I belonged? How many hours did I spend sitting in therapists, in doctors offices, in courts, all leading up to this one moment? How many hours, days, months, years, did I spend wishing there were no more hours, that I wouldn’t wake the next morning and the nightmare I lived would be over?
Even if I knew the hours, no number, big or small, could convey the pain caused by living your life in a stranger’s body.
How many hours have I lived like this?
15 years.
131,400 hours.
Far too many hours.
This next hour is a breath to me. Everything that I was, that I am, builds up into this hour. A stinging, painful inhale. A needle enters a muscle. A hand is squeezed. The plunger moves down. An exhale, and nothing will ever be the same again.
It’s not an end, this hour. And it’s not quite a beginning either.
It’s just an hour. But it’s so much more.
It’s a chance and a promise and a responsibility. It’s a privilege and a right and a reward. It's the death of someone's last hope for a daughter and the birth of their true son. It’s permanent, but not permanent enough. It’s an open door but it was so goddamn hard to unlock.
It’s one hour.
Until the end and beginning of it all.

Here it is typed out for you, I hope someone sees this and it makes you think.
PS - the nurse that gave me my first T-shot leaned into my ear right after taking the needle out and whispered "happy new birthday". I think that's the most beautiful thing anyones ever said to me, still even now.
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2021.10.19 04:47 29da65cff1fa Mesa 22.0 Lands Some Patches Toward OpenCL Image Support

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2021.10.19 04:46 PMC_Dose Any death doom recommendations?

Been listening to Sempiternal Dusk, Mortiferum and Nightfell a lot! I want to expand my listening options, so if anyone knows any bands similar to these, I'll be very grateful.
Cheers from Mexico!
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2021.10.19 04:46 0rwell_84 Tom Cotton Gets Results After Calling out McAuliffe Ally Dominion Energy’s Funding of Voter Suppression PAC

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2021.10.19 04:46 LuxxuryCar23 Sadly the summertime freckles are slowly fading 😩🍂

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2021.10.19 04:46 dead_meme0000 Would you quit yba?

I'm planning on quitting it after trading comes out
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2021.10.19 04:46 shakylime Meeting my therapist (a journal entry from six years ago)

I found my journal entry from our first meeting. At the time, I was in a pretty racist and homophobic environment, and I didn't feel safe at home or at school. I had seen a couple of therapists/counselors at that point because my lack of okay-ness was obvious, but both therapists had put me on edge (one emoted too much, one was very old-fashioned in his beliefs). Then, I was told that I had one more shot at a therapist, and I wasnt allowed to “make any excuses” to see a different one.
Enter my current T.
November 2015, from young shakylime. Please forgive my lack of eloquence -- I copied it as written:

I saw my new shrink today. Overall positive opinion, I think, but waiting for the other shoe to drop. She doesn't emote too much but does so appropriately, and is young so is more on my level. Such a huge change from [terrible T], who was an old white dickbag with a saggy wrinkled ass I would shove my shoe up. But I think it'll be ok. I know it's only the first meeting and shit can change, but I'm a little optimistic about this one. The fact she said she hopes this can be a safe place for me was pretty good, and I think it could go ok.
I read this a couple times over and teared up, because there's no way I could have known how big of an impact she would have on my life. I don't know how I would have survived high school without her. I stopped seeing her when I went to college and ended up getting in an abusive relationship for 3 years — while seeing other therapists, none of whom were super helpful. I dumped my ex, graduated, and was experiencing what I now know was PTSD. I felt like I was drowning, and in my despair I ended up reaching out to my T -- the only person I felt I could fully trust. Since then, we've built a relationship that's been very healing for me.
Young shakylime would never have imagined this.
This weekend, I was looking up a different psychologist's disciplinary history (side note: look up your medical professionals, holy shit) and ended up getting curious and looking up my therapist. When I pulled up her record, I looked at it in surprise for a few moments — her license was issued only a few months before she had seen me for the first time.
I knew she’d been early in her career because she’s young, but I hadn’t realized exactly how early. Somehow, that strikes me harder. I feel like she’s witnessed a lot of growth on my end, through some very formative and very painful times (even though I’ve only actively seen her for two years). I’m a different person than I was then in so many different regards, and she’s been a big part of me managing to make it — I started seeing her as a scared kid, and now I’m a whole adult with a degree and a job. (Still scared, but in a better place about it.) Realizing that she was only a few months into being licensed makes me way more aware of how much of her growth as a psychologist (and person, in some ways that she’s disclosed) I’ve seen. It feels weirdly powerful and beautiful.
I’m just really grateful. I know that there are limits to our relationship, and I don’t delude myself into thinking I’m more important to her than I am or that she’ll be around forever — but something about the relationship feels so powerful in ways I can’t articulate.
Anyway, thanks for reading. I wanted to share in case it resonated. I’m going to take my big inarticulate feelings to bed. :)
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2021.10.19 04:46 bluethecoloris North Korea has fired ballistic missile into sea, says South

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2021.10.19 04:46 BeaconCoaching How to get a cell address from second largest value in an array

I want to return the cell address of the cell containing the second largest value. I found the second largest value using the basic LARGE function, but I want to also find out which cell the equation pulled it from.
I have two columns: Score and Reference
under score: =LARGE(B2:M8,1)...=LARGE(B2:M8,2)...=LARGE(B2:M8,3)...
under reference: I want to put the cell each of the above came from.

I tried the CELL function a few different ways but it wasn't playing nice. Thanks in advance!
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2021.10.19 04:46 BobbysBottleService Late night (east coast) thoughts/question

Why aren’t clot busters used more often for treating DVTs?
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2021.10.19 04:46 Ielmmoun 22 [M4F] France/Online - just another insomniac looking for love or something in this meaningless world.

"don't try", that's a funny thing to write on your tombstone, perhaps fun and humour is the solution to all our grievances, who knows? Hi, I'm an Insomniac, and I think a lot, not in the "cute introverted protagonist who eventually is just a well adjusted guy who needs a confidence boost" but more in the sense of crippling ruminating thoughts, but talking to people makes it easier, so hey, I'm here for you, we can talk about anything, we can talk about your aspirations, about your fears, about your day, about your shitty co-workers, about the difficulty of finding existential meaning in a world that has commodified values, or we could talk about your house renovations.
So here's a bit about myself: I'm 22. College grad student. 160 cm (short gang wattuuuup). I'm ethnic (I know it's kinda weird to mention it but hey, just in case it matters to anyone). I speak 3 languages (which means I can be an anxious mess in 3 different languages, imagine the possibilities! and just for 8.99$). I have a weird taste in music that can go from Schoolboy Q to King Krule passing by Chelsea Wolfe and Silent Hill OST (because yes, Silent Hill OST are legitimate music, Karen). I'm a philosophy nerd, but also a nerd over all to be honest, so if you want to discuss Kantian ethics while we play Dnd just hit your boy up. And I have a dying dream of becoming a writer but let's be honest, who doesn't.
So yeah, if you feel like just chatting, hit me up, I'm not looking for anything serious, just a chatting buddy or a friend maybe, but if the spark of something deeper is there then it's there. Have a good night and take care of yourself.
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2021.10.19 04:46 Chanxiety Hard to be proud of myself

I want to be proud of myself. I've lost 30 pounds (285 to 254) since May. My goal is 200 by the time I graduate college in December of 2022.
I am back to a weight that I haven't been at since my freshman year of college. (I was 240 in July 2018 after I graduated highschool and went up to 284 by June of 2019)
But it's hard to proud of myself and allow myself to celebrate when I still have so far to go. When I walk around, people still just see a fat guy. They don't know how hard this journey has been and how much progress I've made.
I'm in this weird space where I get uncomfortable when my family or friends talk about my body but I still really desire the validation and acknowledgement that I am putting in the work.
How do I deal with this?
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2021.10.19 04:46 learner_shawn 1 day nofap done

Successful completed first day of Nofap, starting another new wonderful day.
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2021.10.19 04:46 yaaaaaaaaaaaaaboi What playing Undertale is like

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2021.10.19 04:46 Technical-Goose3684 Keeley Hawes

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2021.10.19 04:46 bluethecoloris ‘Some call it a circus’: dictator’s son, boxing icon and former actor vie to lead Philippines

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2021.10.19 04:46 AutoNewspaperAdmin [National] - Jury selection begins in trial over Ahmaud Arbery's death | Globe

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2021.10.19 04:46 koothv do you think bts would get a grammy nomination with butter/permission to dance?

have no right opinion about it, so l ask you guys, I thought both songs were pretty weak and you?
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2021.10.19 04:46 SellOutLemon I've never felt more pain in my life. (You know who you are)

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2021.10.19 04:46 HootieMcBEUB Daily Lulz. Calvin Ayre on Twitter explaining how Kleiman proves Craig is Satoshi

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2021.10.19 04:46 PorkLesnar Angels team store jersey customization?

Was wondering if the team store still offers jersey customization? I was able to snag a blank Majestic jersey from Fanatics and was hoping I can bring that in to add a player name and number.
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2021.10.19 04:46 FrenzyGloop By any chance is there a way you can get unban after being falsely banned for 100 days+?

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