2021.10.19 05:25 guava_taco what was the stupidest and most dangerous thing you did just because "it would be fun" and it ended very badly?
2021.10.19 05:25 modemarkt I have made the decision to not interact with anyone who is in a relationship because I don’t like the emotions I feel when I do.
I feel extreme sadness and constantly asking myself “why not me?”
I always hear about how women who are struggling with fertility issues should avoid being around pregnant women or ones with newborns and even told that it’s okay to miss baby showers and such or ignore pregnancy announcements. They are encouraged to just “no” to these things and not put themselves in situations where they may be exposed to triggers. Okay so why can’t the same logic be applied to a girl who’s been trying very hard to find someone she can have a meaningful relationship but just has had the worst luck possible but then looks around and sees she’s one of the very very very few who has this bad luck and everyone somehow found someone that works for them and makes sense in their life?
I recently declined my cousin’s wedding invitation (who’s the same age as me) and used work as an excuse because I honestly don’t think I can hold it together. I’m happy she found her match but all I keep thinking is wtf why or how haven’t I?? My sister who’s 2 years younger has been in a relationship for four years and my parents are happily married too and I have stopped going to family things where I am the 5th wheel, like I’m just fucking over it. I want my person too! I deserve it! Honestly everybody does.
Sure I’m probably isolating myself by avoiding everyone since everyone is coupled up, I don’t have any single friends or cousins, it’s just me. But honestly I prefer this to torturing myself in social settings and bringing myself to the point of crying even. I’m tired of feeling less than or less valuable because for whatever reason nobody wants me. Let me say that I don’t actually feel this way about myself but when I am around couples it triggers these thoughts for me.
I do sometimes think about why I’m single and I take some accountability. I am very picky, I’m aware of this. But I’ve seen even some of my pickiest family members miraculously find their match and it’s amazing because it gives me hope but just hasn’t happened to me and like I said, I’m sad about it and getting impatient.
Also for those who are going to suggest I stop being so picky. I have, three times with three different guys, 2 of them were pretty long term too. It didn’t work out. I always had the weird feeling in my stomach where I knew they weren’t what I wanted and honestly, the relationship turned toxic because of my uncertainty and inability to reciprocate. I am old enough and mature enough to know I shouldn’t put myself or anyone through that agin.
Oh and I’m 31 btw and clearly this is just a vent but I wanted to see if anyone else agrees with us or feels the same way.
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2021.10.19 05:25 babyjo1982 Did I fall in love with myself -again?
When I was 20 I met and fell in love with someone I now know is a psychopath/pathological liar. I used to bitterly joke that I fell in love with myself, because I told him what I was looking for and he just became that person. I gave him a checklist and he just went down the list and checked everything off and I realized later that I basically fell in love with myself/with a figment of my imagination.
FIFTEEN YEARS into this relationship, 4 years married, and I’m becoming more and more certain that my husband is a narcissist. He’s just a different kind of shitty from my ex. Husband never lies to me, but he tells me his interpretation, which may not be real. He’s never betrayed me, but he’s never had my back. I’ve made us go to counseling, and things got better for a little while, and he did the things the therapist said to do. It was really good for a while there. And I told him what like, I like spontaneous flowers just from the grocery store just something pretty no particular occasion. And he did these things. For a while.
But now that he’s got me locked in, all that shit is over. We don’t go to parties anymore. We used to have/go to parties all the time. First New Year’s Eve after we got married he picked a fight right before the party and didnt want to go, blaming his anxiety, and I realized I would never have another date to a New Year’s Eve party for the rest of my life. I couldn’t tell you the last time he got me flowers and it wasn’t a special event holiday like Valentines or our anniversary on my birthday.
I just realized I did exactly what I promised myself I wouldn’t do and I fell in love with a person that I made up in my mind. All he had to do was play the role, but the person I fell in love with is a figment of my imagination, because he does not do any of those things without being prompted or asked to outright. I feel like such a fool.
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2021.10.19 05:25 CoreyFURM (SELLING) Variety of HD Movie Codes!!! Leprechaun Collection, Raya and the Last Dragon, Doctor Strange, Warcraft, Hellboy 2019, Clueless, She's the Man, The DUFF, The Doors, The Gambler, The Watch, The Hitman's Bodyguard, 13 Hours, No Escape, Uncle Drew and more!!!
PayPal [Friends/Family] only please! US only. **Details at the bottom of listing.
HD Movie Codes:
• Various Prices ••• Firm
13 Hours (2016)(HD)(Vudu|Paramount Movies) - $4
Clueless (1995)(HD)(Vudu|Paramount Movies) - $5
Doctor Strange (2016)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu|Disney) *FULL/UN-SPLIT CODE **NO DMI/DMR POINTS - $5
The Doors (1991)(HD)(Vudu|Movie Redeem) - $4
The DUFF (2015)(HD)(Vudu) - $4
Hellboy (2019 Reboot)(HD)(Vudu|Movie Redeem) - $4
The Hitman's Bodyguard (2017)(HD)(Vudu|Movies Redeem) - $4
Leprechaun: 7-Film Collection (HD)(Vudu- Shows that it'll redeem under the 8-Film Collection, but I'm not sure if you'll get the 8th movie|Movie Redeem) - $12
No Escape (2015)(HD)(Vudu|Movie Redeem) - $4
Raya and the Last Dragon (2021)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu|Disney) *FULL/UN-SPLIT CODE **NO DMI/DMR POINTS - $5
She's The Man (2006)(HD)(Vudu|Paramount Movies) - $5
The Watch (2012)(HD)(Vudu|Movies Anywhere) - $4
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All Is Lost (2013)(HD)(Vudu|Redeem Movie)
Fist Fight (2017)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu|Fandango Now)
The Gambler (2014)(HD)(Vudu|Paramount Movies)
Ghost in the Shell (2017 Live Action)(HD)(Vudu|Paramount Movies|Fandango Now)
Going In Style (2017)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu|Warner Bros)
Jurassic Park (1993)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu)
Seal Team 8: Behind Enemy Lines (2014)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu|Fox Redeem)
Survive The Night (2020)(HD)(Vudu|Movie Redeem|Fandango Now)
Uncle Drew (2018)(HD)(Vudu|Fandango Now)
Warcraft (2016)(HD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu)
The Witch (2015)(HD)(iTunes)(Canadian Code!!!)
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Evil Dead (2013)(SD)(Movies Anywhere|Vudu) - $2
The Last Stand (2013)(SD)(Vudu|Fandango Now|iTunes) - $1
The Protector 2 (SD)(2013)(Vudu) - $1
**All codes are checked prior to purchase to ensure they are still valid. All sales final.
**All codes can either be redeemed on Movies Anywhere &/or Vudu. Some can also be redeemed on Fandango Now, Fox Redeem, Movie Redeem, etc. I unfortunately don't check codes on iTunes or Google Play.
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2021.10.19 05:25 Adi789123 In need of help. Hi all I happen to be struggling and would truly appreciate you all's support. I am requesting cashapp payments to $Adi789123 to help me out. I would truly appreciate it. Thank you all.
2021.10.19 05:25 cjs2k_032 Repost from facebook.
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2021.10.19 05:25 Cthepo Bills @ Titans Post Game Thread
2021.10.19 05:25 jeremyhartillos Creature Feature Quaterly vol.9 is on Kickstarter. These have been sitting on my hard drive for awhile and need an art update. The extra images are the updates likely to get into the finished product. I'm offering a special discount to OSR gamers that are new to my work, PM me if you're curious.
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2021.10.19 05:25 roxman68 Can someone explain this to me
2021.10.19 05:25 AtmanSoulchild Sizing guide
Hey guys, how varied are the sizes you order from your suppliemanufacturer? And how do you fit it to the MOQ? Is getting S,M,L enough?
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2021.10.19 05:25 Gigapunk13 Bad image and Windows 32?
After downloading my software (RX 570) and restarting I got a pop up saying Radeon Software - Bad Image and then I can’t click, type, or even quick open anything through key combinations, I don’t know what to do. I’m not a techy either I’m not very good at this but I do try to be careful before doing anything with computers so I’m not sure why this is happening but it could be my fault.
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2021.10.19 05:25 bridge1992 My(F29) little cousin (F15) ran away from the hospital to my place after being admitted for suicidal thoughts
My little cousin is 15F and she lives 2 hours from my place. I’m French and on mobile so sorry for mistakes.
Story: She got admitted to the hospital on Friday night for suicidal thoughts and because she threatened her parents with a hunting knife. She ran away on Monday morning and got on a train. She texted my sister she was in the city and she pick her up. I joined them right after. I think she sees our place as a safe place.
She is not opening up. She has been not good mentally for the past year. She has a lot of self harm on her arms. She is manipulating everyone. Thinks she is outsmarted everyone. I work in a high school in youth intervention. She has a lot of traits of a borderline personality disorder. I think she may have been sexually abuse and she is doing everything in her power to not feel anything.
My question is…did anyone had an experience like that when they were young? How did you accept to have help? How did you open up? What can I do to help ? I am bringing her back home tomorrow morning. Her mom is already in contact with child services. I just want to know if she will get better even if she doesn’t want to admit she is hurting and she doesn’t accept any help.
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2021.10.19 05:25 raybansmuckles Kaleb McGary placed on reserve/COVID-19 list
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2021.10.19 05:25 tusketweather Currently
Daily Summary — 18/Oct/2021: Temp: Max 14.9°C, Min 6.3°C | Wind: Peak wind 5.8km/h, Peak gust 27.4km/h | Humidity: Max 99.0﹪, Min 69.0﹪ | Pressure: Max 1003.4hPa, Min 1001.4hPa | 24h Rainfall: 0.0mm. #NSwx #Tusket
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2021.10.19 05:25 Emotional-Chipmunk12 Connie was at her best in Season 1.
I still like Connie quite a bit, but I feel like after Season 1, she lost a lot of what made her so enjoyable. In S1, she was so extra and sassy. S2 and onward, she's less of a monstress and more of a relaxed and insecure assistant, which is fine, but I find myself being bored by her a lot. I miss when Connie tried to be extra whenever she could.
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2021.10.19 05:25 tobesteve Does it make sense to take az-900 test now, or after it changes?
The page for certification says:
The content of this exam will be updated on October 25, 2021. Please download the skills measured document below to see what will be changing.submitted by tobesteve to AzureCertification [link] [comments]
2021.10.19 05:25 FreedomTrain2021 NEELIX and his biggest flaw
One thing that truly bothers me about Neelix is the way he gets angry at Kes all the time about Tom. She says "you should trust me" and he says "it has nothing to do with you sweetie it's him oh, he's just a big hormone walking around the ship, the Delta quadrant is full of guys like him, I used to be one of them etc etc" Well then YELL AT TOM, NOT KES.
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2021.10.19 05:25 sonic72391 Toro snow blowers good?
Ratings seem to be extremely high and it seems like they are the most purchased and highly rated snowblowers I have seen, what do you guys think? I want Ariens but they are owned my MTD and I have heard bad things about MTD… The main blower I am looking at is the toro 824-826 is it any good by this subs standard
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2021.10.19 05:25 bot_neen Dip. Ildefonso Guajardo Villarreal (PRI) / Miscelánea Fiscal para el ejercicio 2022
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2021.10.19 05:25 DiscombobulatedDisc Thoughts on gnomes (Grymforge)?
Is anyone else annoyed with the attitude of the deep gnomes that you can save in Grymforge? After rescuing them, they don't offer much in terms of rewards and go on and on about their captured friends in Moonrise Towers. Roleplaying as an opportunist, I was waiting for them to request me to save them (with some promise of reward of course), but they never make a full request and instead try to guilt trip me by constantly reminding me of them. Not to mention Philomeen and their "cause", pretty much terrorists with the gunpowder plot; I nipped that one in the bud.
It seems that Lae'zel and Astarion agrees with me as they approved when I let Nere force choke them haha.
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2021.10.19 05:25 SonkyJ Quicksilver vs Batwoman V, Who Would Win?! Who Would Win - Let AI decide on AI.Decider
Winner is Batwoman V and loser - Quicksilver, I think... skills Quicksilver vs Batwoman V
Round 1: Short left by Quicksilver, spinning back fist attempt. Batwoman V lands a solid counter punch followed by a low kick and Quicksilver answers with a pair of straight right hands. Thirty ticks to go. Quicksilver with a lovely combination and Batwoman V is rocked.
Round 2: There’s a lull in the action as Batwoman V looks lost and Quicksilver isn’t throwing a series of shots. Quicksilver comes out aggressive with Batwoman V hands but Quicksilver is able to evade. Quicksilver with a left, but Batwoman V takes it well. Batwoman V tries to follow up, overextends in the process.
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2021.10.19 05:25 Alexhaxer This is my little cat Tommy, we found him in my backyard under some pieces wood on august 21, here are some photos of him through out the months.
2021.10.19 05:25 I-Eat-Pixels Sometimes I draw my Minecraft oc and it turns out cute. I don't know what the fruit is just imagine it's from pams harvest Craft XD